A thoughtful week

Been trough out a hard week. I went just, I don't know. I cried a lot the past week, when I was completely not crying in this semester for any reason. I also skipped three classes. I don't even know what was going, in me. I tried to figured out while I managed my self to pray more than I usually did and I try to keep remembering Allah as I had an empty mind anytime. Alhamdulillah, as time goes by, I got better, my mind finds its peace. I came to a conclusion that I must be a lazy one when it comes to pray in the previous weeks. I did postponed it, I was ignoring to do good things to other, I a, being such a bad friend to the one that called me best friends. I do believe, what happens on you today is the result of what you are praying in the previous weeks,not yesterday. Pray needs time. It doesn't come up so sudden. I try to, try to be consistent to pray. Pray is not only you need something, it comes everyday everytime because it's the goal of your life. Hidup adalah beribadah kepada Allah, a friend said. A blissful life is not a life with a nice road with an acceleration on it. A blisful life, even it comes up with obstacle, you still can pass it without any hardship because Allah helps you. Sometimes, life comes up with a hardship to be passed, Allah want to elevated your iman level on this point. How you still being faithful on Allah, even on the hardship that Allah gave to you. I did try to figured out this past week. Bismillah, I hope I was right to come in this conclusion. Life wont stop to let you cry or to think. You need to keep go through it, whatever happen. Just keep praying, keep remembering Allah